Why do I keep dreaming of my mom, who recently passed away from cancer, still being sick and in pain?

I would advise if your goal is to cure someone else’s cancer other than your mothers’, whatever kind it is the Immunity shirt Nathan designed may provide a solution, though entropy will say it’s inadvisable. It is not a medical solution so one should expect for it to do nothing, just wear it hoping it might be lucky there might be no result. You will probably forget the cancer was ever important.

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That’s my guess at the moment. Honestly.

Why is only the left side of my vagina bleeding, on and off?

Perhaps Nathan has the cure for cancer and she was not sure if she should use it.

My interpretation of her unresolved thought (that’s what I think it was, perhaps, I’m a student of divination independently) is:

I have a psychic personality type and have studied omniscience extensively. I live near Yale and my dad has a Yale PhD. My mother was also a genius by most standards.

What can I do when I'm ugly on both outside and inside? What do I do? Cut myself off from the world to make everyones lives better? I'm a monster. I hurt feelings, and I say what was said to me. I feel like I'm nothing but a burden. What do I do?

Perhaps Nathan is the devil in the future but is actually a nice person who people don’t comprehend due to the intelligence required to do things like cure cancer.

Maybe Nathan really likes boobs which is honest if he is trying to cure cancer and opposites attract.

I’m an impartial person, I’m not trying to hurt feelings all the time.

How has your life changed for the past 10 years? Can you share your #10year challenge? Is your life better, worse, or still hopeful?

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She probably had a son who carries genes for anti-cancer.

The second option if the cancer is not even noticed yet is to wear the Immortality t-shirt, however, immortality is preventative, it is not good to wear this if one thinks the cancer is noticeable.

Was Adam white or black (African)?

Or possibly she thought Nathan was the devil and didn’t resolve her thoughts on that.